Friday, November 26, 2010

A look at my heart!

One of my friends once said, "I wish I could visit my own funeral." I laughed at her instantly and jokingly asked "why?" She went on to explain that if she could visit her own funeral, she could see who she has had an impact on in her life time. I was thinking about this conversation again tonight. Have I done anything in this life to help other people?  Right now- thinking about it, I feel like I haven't. So much more can be done.

Sometimes I think about the past...how my life used to be and then I think about it now?
I used to have so many people coming to me for advice, I used to have people want to talk to me all the time, now- I don't feel like that. I have a few close friends...but i don't feel that "need."
These people used to come to me with problems...things they wanted advice on. They knew my life was put together and so they wished for advice. Now- I guess they can see the stress I am going through and because of that they choose not to come to me. something needs to be done! but what

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