2 weeks ago
2 weeks ago I was curling my hair and I burned my cheek. I got a huge read mark
and then for the next couple days i wore a big band aid over it with neosporin, to help
not get a scar. I felt like a three year old...because only three year olds get their faced burned
and have to wear a band aid to help it heal.
1 1/2 weeks ago
1 1/2 weeks ago I was heading to bed, just a normal night except mom had told me that I needed
to take the trash outside before I went to bed and I had not yet done it. I hate going outside late at
night. I am so very scared of being kidnapped or raped. So, I called someone. Just to talk to them for one minute (because thats how long it would take to put the trash outside) Yes- I am a three year old in an eighteen year olds body.
1 week ago
1 week ago I was trying to help out one of the students by helping them get their breakfast
made. One of the pans on the stove was in my way and so I decided to pick it up and just
move it. What i didn't know is that it had just been used. So I burned myself again...my entire
hand!!!!! I stuck it under cold water super quickly, then grabbed alot of ice and held that to my
hand for some time. That made me feel better...but for a while mom had to help me with certain stuff cause it just hurt to do them by myself. (can anyone say three year old)
Yesterday-
Mom and Renee every night sit down in front of the tv for like 2-3 hours and watch something
before they head to bed. Last night I wanted to watch something... so I started talking to them
about it. "I want to watch something...Its my turn, you guys have been watching something
every night for ever and ever!!!!"
My mom just stared at me, wide eyed. "Why was she doing that," I thought?
And then I stopped and listened to my own whinny voice. I had turned into my three
year old self again. So I just turned around and went to bed.
You may look at me and see me, eighteen, but its not true. I also have a three
year old living inside me somewhere. Three year old me gets scared of snakes, the dark, and
taking the trash out.
Becca these things happen, you are a smart, beautiful, 18 year old! Everyone does things that are "childish" being scared of the dark, is scary! I would run as fast as i could to my destination (the car, taking out the trash) praying! haha. and there is nothing wrong with wanting the TV!!! you can come over my house sometime and just watch tv with me. I really like your post. But don't be so hard on yourself, people do things like that all the time. I take care of adults that sometimes act like babies, and yes they are in there right mind! Be encouraged. I love reading your posts!
ReplyDeleteDude, I feel ya. Usually when I do stuff like that it reminds me to remember that I need God like, all the time, to do just about anything without shutting my shoelaces in the door again.
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